Friday 10 June 2016

A COME-BACK!!! (What really happened to me)

I feel so bad. I feel as though I've neglected my passion for writing.
Writing Inspiration comes and goes, and comes right back again... but in my situation it feels like it's been gone for too long. In the past 6 months I've only put up 1 post, one you guys, ONE!! :(

So I've been internally complaining about this, and it has been eating me up.. but being the hopeful me, I kept chanting that "I'm gonna do it soon.. I'm gonna do it soon" and then I never really do. Until now of-course and I think its basically because I voiced out my concerns last night. I finally broke the silence off and that must have inspired me because here I am.

Between my last blog post(which was posted on my other page, do check it out.. I'll put the link at the end of this post), so yes between then and now... I've generally been busying myself with my 9to5 and my school work, and at times I would get swamped and busy at work that I'd take some work home... and I'd get really depressed because my school work would fall behind so I would cry my eyes out cause I felt it was just too much and I couldn't take it anymore.
So anyway, I really can't think of anything else that I started and successfully finished besides those two. It's like I was cursed, seriously... I've had sooo many exciting ideas to doing creative things, and they all crumbled down because I never really took initiative to put them to life. So I always told myself that I was cursed with the spell of Procrastination, and I never knew how to break it. The 'old me' would blame all this on not having been going church for a while, but no it's not that, however the church matter will be discussed some other time. Today I'm definitely breaking this spell of Procrastination.

**One of the ideas I've been pondering about(for years actually), has been taking my photography passion to a whole new level. So I'm really passionate about "single-handedly" capturing breathtaking pictures of nature, or even arranging different suiting angles and atmospheres for amazing photographs. Last year I got myself the perfect cellphone for doing this, so I got the cellphone as opposed to a camera because I know it's always in my possession, it's portable and it's pretty modern. I guess I figured that  a 20.7 MP with autofocus at 1/2.3" sensor size, LED flash, HDR, panorama, touch focus, face-detection (Oh excuse me for going on and on, I can't help it I love this phone, lol ... and it's for nothing else but the camera features which also happens to work quiet well underwater).
So I'm definitely resuming that one idea up. I think though I'll need to get me a proper camera that'll be used for that alone, I may need a more professional device for this work than a sexy one.

**Another issue that's been bugging me is that I started writing a novel a while ago, and I've been stuck on this some chapter for a year now if not more. So clearly the delay-bug bit me long ago, way longer than I've been putting out. I swear I'd even procrastinate calling my close family and friends.

**Also, I may start vlogging soon... stay tuned up on my YouTube channel to see my videos.

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