GONE…

27/10/2014

This day marks a full month since we buried you

Yet I still question the reality of it all

Here’s what’s in my heart...

 

Helpless

Breathless

Lifeless

This is your current state of being, such being I still refuse to believe

Not around yet I feel your presence

I may not see you

Touch or even speak to you

But your memories are never faded

It’s because of these memories that I so long to be with you now

To hear your voice, to see your smile

To get a squeezing hug from you

When I heard… I felt I was in a dream

In desperate need of being awakened

At the thought of you gone… Tears form in my eyes at the speed of light

They run down my face like an overflowing river

My heart pounds in painful disbelief and I still hope I’m dreaming

Falling asleep is nearly impossible

I lay there tossing and turning

Wishing and hoping to get a phone call

… With your joyful voice at the other end of the line

I promise I’m trying my best to digest this

Trying to accept it with all my might

If you’re really gone, If you can see me, if you can hear me

If you are my most recent Angel

Then I pray that you grant me the strength to move on

To fully accept that you’re GONE!!

I TRULY MISS YOU GRAMS

‘TILL WE MEET AGAIN

RAESEJA SALAMINAH MALATSE – LOVE YOU FOREVER